i WANNA BE THE GiRL THAT EVERY0NE KN0WS AS THE SMART 0NE, YET PRETTY, AND THE 0NE WH0 RESPECTS HERSELF BUT KN0WS H0W T0 HAVE FUN. THE 0NE WH0 EVERY0NE CAN TRUST, AND CAN SHARE EVERYTHiNG WiTH. i WANNA BE THE GiRL THAT A GUY HAS N0 PR0BLEM SAYiNG T0 0NE 0F HiS FRiENDS -- "YEAH, i'M WiTH HER"
BUT WH0 i TRULY AM AND WH0 i WANT T0 BE - ARE T0TALLY DiFFERENT
WH0 i AM iS S0ME0NE WH0 iS LAZY, AND i GUESS iT'S 0KAY T0 SAY i'M G00DL00KiNG BUT i'M N0T LiKE STUNNiNG -- AND i D0N'T WANT T0 BE H0TT, i WANT T0 BE BEAUTiFUL. i D0N'T KN0W H0W T0 SAY N0, i'M AFRAiD N0T T0 TAKE A CHANCE WiTH S0METHiNG/S0ME0NE, N0 MATTER WHAT THE C0ST. AND i'M THE GiRL WH0 GUYS G0 T0 THEiR 0THER GUY FRiENDS AND SAY "YEAH, i KN0W BUT WHATEVER?"
i D0N'T KN0W ??-- i'M JUST N0T HAPPY WiTH WH0 i AM AND WH0 i'VE BEC0ME, i WANT T0 HAVE A MEANiNG T0 MY LiFE
MY L0VE LiFE iS GARBAGE -- iT D0ESN'T EXiST . i'M FRiCKEN H00KED 0N A B0Y WH0 D0ESN'T WANT ANYTHiNG T0 D0 WiTH ME. iT'S PATHETiC .. BUT i JUST CAN'T LET G0 0F WHAT iT WAS .. ALL i WANT iS A SEC0ND CHANCE WiTH HiM T0 PR0VE T0 HiM THAT i MADE A 0NCE iN A LiFE TiME MiSTAKE -- AND i'D NEVER D0 iT EVER AGAiN ! AND i CARE F0R HiM S0 MUCH! HE JUST D0ESN'T KN0W.
--WELL i'M 0UT LiKE A LiGHT :-P