well - we broke up! i didn't think that i'd ever be saying those 3 words!! but i guess now i did! I sqrewed up -- and didn't realize what a couple words could do and HOW MUCH everything would change! .. and it all changed dramastically!! i'm really SADD about the whole thing -- i didn't think it would really happen .. but i guess -- it just wasn't meant to be -- 0R maybe it was .. and i just SQREWED it up!! time to go -- Laura