Just don't Plan things Your BAD at it
Well last night I guess you can say that me dreaming the impossible, was a waste of a dream. It really was impossible for last night :[
Well tonight's the last night at home for me.
Tomorrow night I stay at Lauren's house untill Friday night. I don't really mind it that much. But she sure doesn't seem to want me to come. Today on the bus she was like 'Laura, why do you have to stay with me?' It's kind of, well actually is really for a best friend to have a reaction like that! Aren't they supposed to be happy to spend time with you and all that good crap? Whatever .. She's so complicating. I love her but she acts like she hates me. And I don't like to hear that she talks crap behind my back. And she doesn't trust me even though she should. And I don't feel that I can trust her either because of what happened before. It just shouldn't be like that. I'm starting to think that maybe .. us being 'BEST FRIENDS' is really just us labeling ourselves to be that way because we've known eachother for so long we just grew to it. :[ ?
I don't know .. I guess I'm jist dissapointed
♥ LAURA
