69 - WHAT A G00D NUMBER!!
WELL I HAVEN'T WRiTTEN iN HERE iN A VERY L0NG TiME -- M0STLY THE REAS0N BEiNG THAT i DiDN'T GET MY P0WER BACK AT MY CASA UNTiLL THiS PAST SUNDAY.
WELL T0DAY W0ULD HAVE BEEN 3 M0NTHS --
W.HAT i.T W.0ULD H.AVE B.EEN W.0ULD B.E L.0VE
- LiKE THE TiTLE
BUT THERE'S N0THiNG I CAN D0 N0W.. N0 MATTER H0W HARD I TRY -- AND BELiEVE ME I DiD TRY!!
BUT THAT'S PRETTY MUCH 0VER F0R G00D AS L0NG AS HE'S C0NCERNED -- BUT iF iT WERE UP T0 ME .. WE'D BE T0GETHER F0REVER
-- S0 G00DBYE MY L0VER
THE FAMiLY LiFE :
DURRiNG THE HURRiCANE MY GRANDPA L0ST P0WER AND HE HiT HiS HEAD 0N A D00R -- HE WAS C0MPLAiNiNG 0F HEADACHES S0 HE WENT T0 THE DR. T0 GET A CATSCAN-- AND iT ENDED UP THAT HE HAS A BRAiN BLEED ..
AND
MY TiTi MEMBY iN NY JUST G0T DiAGN0SED WiTH C0LiN CANCER, AND A TUMMER iN HER ST0MACH.
SHE HAD THE SURGERY T0DAY -- AND S0 FAR SHE'S 0KAY.
THESE THiNGS JUST SCARE ME. I'M N0T AFRAiD 0F DiEiNG, I'M JUST AFRAiD THAT EVERY0NE AR0UND ME iS G0ING T0 DiE AND I'M G0NNA BE THE 0NLY 0NE LEFT, AL0NE.
WELL T0NiGHT'S PLANS:
T0DAY iS DANiEL'S BiRTHDAY, S0 T0NiGHT I'M G0iNG T0 D&B'S WiTH HiM, AND HiS FRiENDS. YEAH -- iT CAN'T BE THAT BADD, I MEAN I L0VE DANiEL .. BUT S0METiMES HiS FRiENDS CAN BE S0RT 0F WEiRD :) .. BUT SAM HiS C0USiN THAT I KN0W iS G0NNA BE THERE -- S0 YEAH.
WELL i'M 0UT