I’m giving up the ghost of love in the shadows cast on devotion She is the one that I adore creed of my silent suffocation Break this bittersweet spell on me lost in the arms of destiny Bittersweet I won’t give up I’m possessed by her I'm bearing her cross She's turned into my curse Break this bittersweet spell on me lost in the arms of destiny Bittersweet I want you I’m only wanting you And I need you I’m only needing you Break this bittersweet spell on me lost in the arms of destiny Break this bittersweet spell on me lost in the arms of destiny Bittersweet... I will always be owned by you. By our plans, our dreams. All the things that were rightthere at our fingertips that we talked ad cried and hoped and prayed about. Then, it all crashed, it was all destroyed. Our lives would never be the same we were broken beaten and heart broken, and the world keeps turning. We both stand up strait and look okay, noone but us will no or see the pain thats really in our eyes. We put on those smiles and it is agony. I want to explode everytime i smile when i just want to watch the world crash. But, we act strong, as always, like before we met. But the only time i was truly strong was when you were there. Now we have our seperate relationships, but noone will ever own my heart but you. Noone will understand how many peices of me were ripped away. But thinking back, we owned the world for a while. We had everything anyone dreams of. We told the world to fuck itself and did it our way and together we could do anything, untill we were seperated when i left for the military. And day by day we both grew colder and when i was injured and we lost her, i was broken. We fell apart. But god we were so beautiful together. We were amazing, i just want to start it over, live those few years again. At least i have the memories of a time when we owned the world, many never get to experience passion, happiness, and love like we did. But then again, they never had to feel the agony of losing it. I have to stop writing before i lose control. Maybe i already have, but who fuckin cares really?