Love is suicide I hold the pain dearly This i have come to realize The pain is what i have left Of Love When i hurt, I feel her there Once again i'm in that timeless moment When nothing but us existed When time wasnt real Only what we felt was all that was true When we laughed at the world The pain is the only feeling that is true The only thing so real and intense As the love we shared And the moments that made us feel Like One When we were completely consumed in each other When the world grew dark You looked at me and we both knew That words would only cheapen our love The times we needed nothing but each other The times when we were... Infinite I will cling to this pain I will welcome the demons of my past I will lay myself down to be tormented I will give no defense To merely feel our memory once again And to remember how it felt to be Infinite So I will die Of my own free will, My own suicide Where noone can see my scars Till i see your face again Somewhere between a memory and a dream