She is engaged, we wre best friends not so long ago.. now she doesn't tell me this? I have to hear from some random person in my life that my ex fiance is marrying another guy.. In january we cried And she said come back In march i asked to see her She said she'd like that I drove all night we held each other and shook In may I came to see her but she said maybe sunday I saw her and fell apart She cried and told me she loves him I told her i was terrified to leave She said it would be lonesome We kissed and I drove away But she didn't cry.