With no real ending. I was visiting my grandmama today and realized just how easy I have it. She told me those good ol' stories about how she had to walk 13million miles to school barefoot with no books and in 4 feet of snow, which of course covered her up to her waist. And then we played connect 4 which was weird for me...but fun. She won of course...honestly. I didn't even have to fake a loss. She won 14 out of 15 times and the last I think she threw in because of pity. ----------------------------------- I spent the night thinking about whatshername and wondering why I'm so confused about it all. Why am I such a dick to every person who's ever taken an interest in me? And then I realized...it's them not me. Afterwards, I read David Sedaris and realized he's Chuck Palahniuks long lost even more twisted brother. ---------------------- I was supposed to go to work today, but again I called out. I've taken to laying across the couch downing oxys, eating reese cups, and drinking old bargain brand vodka in between commercials. I've mastered the art of downing candy and liquor at once. I'll tell you from experience it isn't easy on the tumtum. ----------------------------------- Have you ever seen Lucy Daughter of the Devil? I suggest you watch it, Christian or not. I love it. I usually find cartoons bothersome, except for Spongebob, but I must admit this is the toon for me. -------------- She doesn't like my new haircut and I don't like her new shoes. I made it a point to tell her so. She said we can't start dating again so soon because I hurt her last time. I accept that...so I'm moving on. I don't put too much work into a MAKEUP thing, because I don't like hard work. It's easier to find some whore who'll take you as you are. But. Don't take my word for it. -------------------------- Do you like the rambling? I think I'll keep it. I'm especially bored tonight. It's Friday and I should be out, could be out, but only people I don't like have called me. So that leaves me tied. I need to go wash my hair...excuse me. Bitches. Sincerely, The One They Call Alexio