Where is it? Where did it go? I'm feeling pretty bad right now and I've talked to alot of people today about it. Some advice, some worry, and some sorrow. Its wierd becuase I put on a tie, got crazy and I'm feeling slightly better. I say that becuase I dont have tht heavy horrible feeling in my gut right now. But its in my head now and I feel like being shallow. I feel like wearing my tie to school and saying fuck you to the naysayers who try to get smart with me. "Why are you wearing a tie." "Because I have a rare form of polio that makes me sick in the head that I need to wear a tie to keep it from coming off?" "Really..." "No, I wanted to. Thats about it whore!" Then I storm off into the corner. Its a beaut of a story isnt it.