Like a soldier

Listening to: Eminem - Soldier
Feeling: sorrowful
These shoulders hold up so much, they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up. I'm a soldier. Even if my collar bones crush or crumble, I will never slip or stumble. Sorry about that last hate entry, I was just having a slight problem with my life. Anyways, it makes me so sad to hear all of these soldier stories that they could never go home to see their families again. I know that a lot of people think Bush is a douche bag, and I agree, it just really sucks that all of our soldiers are dying. There was that marine, the first one killed in Cache Valley, Michael Allred. Yeah, I knew him. Quite well. I even went camping with him when he was on leave a year ago. Yeah, I cried at his funeral, I cried when I found out he died. I still get tears in my eyes when I think too heavily about it. But I respect every last person that has died for this country, and in a roundabout way I know that they died for me to live. I'd die for my country. In a heartbeat. I would fight until my heart stopped pumping any more life giving force. I would blow up the bastards that threatened my happiness before I ever gave a second thought to it. I have family going to Iraq right now, and I may not be religious, but I pray that they will come back safe. I have no idea where I'm going with all this, I just heard one of those stories on T.V. that make you all choked up, and I wanted to write out some thoughts. So anyways, I may "hate" all of you, but I sure as hell would die to keep you safe. Sorry that I can't seem to write a happy entry, but I'm sure that I'm forgiven. Have a great day.
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And it happens to the best of us eventually, right? Why did we even freak out anyways? I'm not sure if i completely remember.

anyways, we should hang out. Just for old times sake.

kayla is really cute by the way...
I never knew you felt that strongy about the miliarty thing.

And about your comment to me...I was actually thinking close to the same the other day. I thought it was wierd how you said something. I kept thinking about much fun we all used to have and how well you and I got along. And then all the sudden it just kind of stopped.

i accept your apology. I should say that I'm sorry as well. I was a bitch at times. (cont.)
*hugs* it doesn't make sense
i wish people could all get along.
haha I love you.
I can say it to you cos i know it's for true.
go my rhyming skillz.
that comment made me giggle and smile.
and you know how much i love to giggle and smile.
well that's cool that you would die for your country. I really respect that. And yes, it is sad about all the soldiers dying. Oh, and thanks about the whole love handle thing.... lol. i guess they're sexy....depending on if they're small or like....big.... yeah.. anyways...
Hehe! that's exactly the reason I hate gift-giving! I miss you tons and tons and tons, too! I'm so glad you have internet again so I can talk to you!

your comment made me smile. :)
haha you know I'd scream at you if you did that in my backyard, either that or demand to party with you.
Cunt. Posted on 11/14/05 at 8:40 P.M.
-Aaron-
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