I have nothing better to do on this thing but talk about my problems. No big insights, nothing intelligent, so opinions, only a place to voice what's wrong with my life. Guess that's what it's here for though, so it's all good. Insight isn't really my thing anyway unless it is completely random and at the wrong time, but at that wrong time I say some good things... that are just useless for any situation that may be happening. I did get ditched tonight by Kayla like I thought I would be... I feel like I'm not doing something right... or that I just deserve the way I think she is treating me or something. It's not like she's treating me horribly... just... neglected. Practically raising myself for 5 years of my life and I feel neglected... haha. But I dunno... sad how attatched I am. Not obsessed though... but extremely attached. Don't know why I bitch so much... but I'm sure something will happen and I'll be all happy again in my entries... that always seems to happen. My neice, yeah, I love that little girl so much. As well as both of my nephews. They are all just such beautiful children. My life is so much lovlier with them. Plus, they have to be the most beautiful children this world has ever seen. AND, my sister is having another boy. So that's pretty cool. Hope I get what I want for christmas... The whole 1000 Watt amp for a 15" Audiobahn woofer, Eclipse 6X9's and 5 1/2" components. Yeah, guess that's all I have to say... have fun.