This is our new year. 2005. No big celebrations, nothing interesting. I just get to work, and try to find friends, who have nothing to do with me when they are with other people. I come home, sit on my ass, and fall asleep in front of the T.V. only to wake up at 6:30 this morning and make it to my bed. And so far the new year is kinda crappy: Aaron ditched me, She... is hung over and doesn't seem to want much to do with me, and nobody will entertain me! Haha, so sad. But I think this year could look up. I'm getting a system in my car soon enough I hope, so that will be cool. And maybe I'll get to see Brynne more, that would also make me happy. Yes, good times. Ever wondered if you rely on your body and mind too much? I thought of this today... I just rely on my mind to pick up abnormalities and details without actually putting thought into it. It seems to work for me. I just tell my head to remember something, and it does, without my actual self putting forth effort to remember. It seems to work though, because I get A's without even trying. But even the relying on your body thing. When I woke up this morning at 6:30, I had to pee soooo bad, but I also wanted to sleep. Sleep won out, so I went to bed on a full bladder. I woke up 4 hours later and peed. It just makes me wonder if I'm taking advantage of it... because there are plenty of people that have incontinence/bad memory/anything else that they can't rely on there body for. Don't ask me where any of this came from... because I don't even know. Maybe people will get their head out of their asses, but it's doubtful. Perhaps it isn't true love...