I came home from work today. When youre hyper-glycemic you need more sugar in your blood or you pass out. Couple with that the capacity to forget to eat for a day or two and you've got a problem. When your sugar is screwed up, everything gets surreal. Colours fade to gray. Voices become distant. It all becomes dreamlike and strange. You feel queasy, but when you haven't eaten it just feels empty. I think this forgeting to eat thing is why i'm losing weight. I hope I don't lose anymore. I'm 5'7" and at about 130 give or take and with my frame, anything less then 125 looks sickly. Its a sugar sickness i can't do much about. If they were to try to treat it, they'd throw my system off so bad i'd be diabetic. But my mother, grandmother and the oldest of my younger brothers lives with this too.. so i guess I can too. *sighs* There room is spinning but i just ate something so hopefully i'll feel better.