Listening to: Tracy Chapman - Fast car
Feeling: broken
It's 2:03 in the morning
Awake again, but not here
The room is full of darkened shadows
My breatheing fills the soudless void
The bed is empty and cold
The blankets in a disarry
I'm naked and cold, but sweating somehow
The slick moisture cooling me to a chill
The moon filters throught the window
It makes the sharpness surreal
My mind is raceing with disconnected thoughts
The lullaby of an Insomniac
The seconds seem like minutes
The minutes turn into hours
How long have I been lying here naked?
How long have I been in here alone?
I sigh and turn over, waiting for sleep
An evasive thing that won't come
I sit up and let the blankets slip off me
Sitting there wishing for the black
I can't remember a sleep without the dreams
They and my thoughts keep me awake
The blood I saw in dreams is like a memory
Fuzzed and Sharp all at once, they invade me
Maybe I'm losing it
Maybe I'm more sane then I've ever been
I really can't tell now
But I pace, hoping that it will tire me
Its 2:04 now
Why can't I sleep?
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