Well, I'm going away on vacation on the 18th of July. Going to Pennsylvania to visit someone I've never met in person but has become my best friend none the less. I talk to him every night on the phone and its like.. hmm.. not sure how to describe it. But I feel balanced out by Pat. a very yin and yang sort of thing. Very alike in so many ways and different in all the places that matter. We often joke that hes the male version of me and I'm the female version of him. *chuckles* Odd I know.. and sort of creepy sounding to those who don't understand what thats like but its the raw and honest truth. Hes moveing out here eventually. Perhaps after the turn of the year and I couldn't be more excited about that. In fact, I'm extremely excited to be going in there next month. Sometimes when I sit and actually think about it the concept makes my head spin and my blood flow quicker. What I'm doing is takeing a great leap of faith. While I'm 99.99% he is what he presents himself to be, the base facts of it are that this is a move based on faith, pure and simple. And in no way shape or form do I believe this faith is misplaced. Perhaps its in my nature to have such a faith in someone who has become so close to my heart. And no... I'm not claiming to be in love with him. I do love him, but not like that.. at least not like that yet. That is something that has been brought up a few times and we both believe is a subject better broached in person and after we spend some time in one anothers physical company. So right now.. he is simply my friend. Someone I would daresay is like family but just that. ~Ravenfox