Just a little under a week and a half till my vacation and I can hardly wait. I've never sustained this kind of excitement over so long a period of time. *chuckles* Its crazy seeming when I think about what exactly it is I'm doing. Going and meeting and staying with someone I met on the net, but really, now its more then that. Pat is family. I talk with him for hours at night. And, with as craptastic as work at the mental hospital has gotten, he and his mother have made me and offer I can't well refuse. A home and a job that would pay for college (something I'd actually want to go to school for to boot) upon moveing there. I'm looking at moveing at the end of the summer/ beginning of the fall. I've talked to the boys (my roommates about it) and they're ok with the idea. I would stay until I was sure they could get along ok with out me and my financial contribution. But I need a change. The only real hard part would be telling my mother. I know she'd hate my leaveing. But as I see it I'm an adult and a golden oppertunity has shown itself. I could make something better of myself in a field where I could really make a difference. Education. Pat's mom owns a company that runs a few childcare centers and a childrens educational tool company and in the fall is opening up a kindergarden. And, after my work at the Forensic Mental hospital in the Max and Intermediate security buildings this would be a paradise. I could even get my side art degree and be an art teacher later. *sighs and smiles* It would be a dream. Basically at this point I would go on my vacation and see how I like the area. But for me to not want to move there it would have to be the 9th gate of hell with Satan there standing on a pile of dead babies looking down upon us and laughing saying "Ha Ha Ha, now I have your souls!" and have to pay for gas in gold bricks. Yeah.. the hospital is dicking me around that much. But yeah.. lots of info in one little entry I know but it needed to get out. ~Ravenfox