its like 3 30 in the morning i cant sleep...but i still feel sort of tired....but i cant fall asleep :- i want to go out and do something really crazy. i feel like getting drunk agin. the house is so quitet..... its raining....thats not good because this is a wedding today (later today) outside :0....o well i didnt really wanna go anyways....but now i gota go in the wetness...damn! i got my hair cut again! :) if you talk to anyone who knows me they will tell you how much i have cut my hair this year haha i'm going so crazy because i miss andrew soo much....i think i need to break up with him...but idk....its kinda wrong to stil go out with someone when they moved across the country... :-....:( :( :( well i'm gona go eat something....maybe honey nut cherios...or...idk something yummy...maybe then i'll wander around outside until i get freaked out enough to convince myself i need sleep ~later