i'm miserable misery is taking over i cant stannd it people are killing me... ...last night i broke andrew's bracelet...yes the once i swore to keep forever...yes the one he made me..yes the one thet kept him close..and thats why...beccause i no longer want to feel close to himn. i want him to be a thing of the past..and i just want to forget him ..completely. and i mean it this time. he's screwed my head up and i cant stand thinkin bout him any longer...so screw him...i'm taking him of my buddy list and i'm not calling him ever again..never... ..."never is an oftly long time..." i know then me and my best friend are like fighting or something..idk what it is..but i hate it...i cant explain it ... i'm feeling like i'm so lonley right now. and i know its not just one of those phases that last like a couple days...because crying myself to sleep makes it count but there's one person who's been my shoulder to cry on...ok not really...but she's like the last person left that i can actually talk to..she knows who she is...thanks ~peace~