ya i'm listening to the distillers b/c i'm angry and confused and the distillers makes it all better...not really but thats what CD i havent listened to in a while i've have some what of a conclusion that i've been living in a world of lies. It seems like so many people has either betrayed me, or has been lying to me this whole time. ANd if not that they felt they had to hide things because either they thought i wouldnt understand...even if i would...or they werent friends like i thought they were. people these days can be so stupid....and i know there are those people who like mean the world to me...and you guys rock....and you should know who you are too....but other people....well sometimes they just really piss me off. gosh...society today is crazy, and dumb and stupid and a piece of sh*t and you know what else? why do so many people think that they have to change to meet up to other people's expectations? it stupid...and that just makes them feel that if they wana like something they cant if its not "cool" but that is all bull shit....posers piss me off....and why cant they just be their f***ing selves! girrr and if someone feels that who they are isnt good enough...most of the time they're probably wrong... anyways..... i just had to get that out because its been bugging me... i need something to do today! i wana hang out and go to the mall but there is no one to go with..well there is.....but i just havent called them..haha i need something to do......either that or something to burn :) ~later