well here i am.....haven't written much in a while so kinda updating it. Well i'm playing volleyball every weekday after school now...which just makes my life more hectic..but like its gona make much of a difference. I decided not to quit piano until i'm really into Bass w/ sara :) Well i have the electronic baby thing home this weekend. for home ec. and last night i got up from deep sleep like 4 times. And it needed to eat like 5 times and burped and dipaer and i know that real babies aren't like that...so that pissed me off. But now unfortunately i'm gona be soo tired for my soccer game. :- yeah..well i've been really miserable lately. I miss andrew soo much. and no one has any idea. it just makes me so sad. I wrote a letter to him...but i'm not gona send it...its just one of those letters that you just write..and read over and over but do nothing with... and i'm trying to be happy..i really am...just nothing works out anymore. Luckily i'm doing volleyball and that should cheer me up baby crying!!!!1 ~later