i love this poem. i wrote in response to all the shit with todd. it's one of my favorites. come here. watch me die. right before your very eyes. come in. take a seat. wacth this amazing feat. i'll sit here wating for you. crying tears that feel so true. until the sun goes dwn tomorrow until i feel less than sorrow until the night is unto thee until then i won't be me. my beautiful mistake of letting go of my love i'm sure you know. i never seized to know your touch i never thougt i'd feel so much. i'm killing this game im pulling the plug, filling the hole you and i dug. cutting of these usless frays i never thought i'd see the day. no more tears in the night. no more fears from the fright. no more days i wish would end. no more forever to be in. i'm picking up and leaving off missing you is all the cost. holding on to letting go my beautiful mistake you must know. i felt the need to care for you. i felt the need to hate you too. until the sun goes dwn tomorrow until i feel less than sorrow until the night is unto thee until then i won't be me. to watch my end you will see it didn't happen so beautifully. you knew the love was there before you knew the one who was torn. holding onto your voice. holding onto this last choice. holding on to letting go. holding on to let you know. you created illusions just for me. illusions i just couldn't see. i see them now they're in my head along with everything i've been fed. fake words from a fake state of mind but your fake words are one of a kind. half truths and whole lies things i see when i look in your eyes. i'm letting go of holding on. i'm letting go of all this wrong. putting all of this to rest. remebering you're not the best. forgive me for letting go unbeautiful mistake you'll never know. dont wake me i wanna sleep forever don't wake me i think it'll be better. no more tears in the night no more fears from the fright. no more days i wish would end no more life to be in.