Ceecee has the bestest friends in the world! eveything is so great right now, the bestest i've ever felt. (1) Chelsea is super awesome. she touches my heart ina way no guy ever could. i can feel a sort of love fromher and i know it's all genuine. i mean she has no reason to act...she doesn't wanna get down my pants or whatnot. golly Chelsea i lerv you ever so muchly and i owe you my left nut.=) (2) Andrew makes me happier than any guy has ever come close to. he's so freaking awesome. he's oober nice. Sunday when he came and got me for the movie he opened the door at the car. i was shocked. it was aweosme. i had so much fun with him. i didn't wanna leave...i could stay with him all day in silence and be the happiest person ever. he's just that awesome. i love his smile. i have a few pictures of him but none of them have him smiling. they're all the side of his face or something like that. they're still awesome though. i also love talking to him on the phone. i never know what to say i always feel like anything i have to say is insignificant. i would rather sit there and listen to him talk. he gave me his shirt sundy becasue i was cold at the movies and at the end of the night when he brought me home he said i could keep it. so i did. and i sleep with it now.=) kinda stalkerish sounding. it smells like him... i love it. i'm keeping it forever and i'm never washing it. it's mine now =D it's like a childhood blankie except not... then today well yesterday we were tlaking and i was s'posed top work so he asked if he could pick meup and mi madre said yes so he was going to come eat at like 5 and then come pick me up at 10 or something like that then barry calls and says i dont work. i was so sad. i was looking forward to seeing him. he's so special to me and i'd die if anything were to go wrong right now. i couldn't take it. i feel so blessed...nothing has ever made meso thankful than right now... Godrealy doeslikeme=) Thanks to you God for sending me Andrew.