first of all lets start off by saying gas prices are stupidly high and pay rates are stupidly low.i mean i don't dribve myself but if i want togo anywhere i have to spit out the money for that and i also have a cell phone bill and other stuff and all of this on a 44 dollar a week income because of blasted volleyball. it used to mean so much more than losing money now i hate it for that reason. oh well. i keep my sanity when i'maway from that place. now, i'd like to talk about the wierd dream i had last night. it was truthfully the wierdest dream i have ever experienced. i was at this wierd like pastry show and i was watching this stuff about cakes and then jeff shows up and i started like kissing him and in my heart like for real i really thought i was cheating on Andrew and i was scared but then i realized it wasn't real. so anyway in my dream i made out with jeff and then a cake caught on fire so i ran outside and laine and caleb were there so i told caleb that it was on fire and he waslike it's no big deal and i was like go put it out and he was like let mepinish this one first then he did and went in and put a blanket over that one (the burning cake) and then laine picked the blanket up and stepped on it. and it went out and i woke up. by the way caleb is laine's boyfriend and he's a firefighter so Andrew's on his way to see me i have a volleyball game tomorrow at 6:30 good lucks to us.