friday i went to the movies with laine and ended up meeteing kelli and chelsea there..it was quite random but anyway. i was standing in the front(inside) and i look out the glass and i see teejay mote. i freak out because i have to tell him i'm not a slut. since i failed the other time i couldn't now. so i walked to the door waved him over and reluctantly he came and i was like i'mnot a slut. he's like i know and i'm thinking if you know why didju say that in the first place but anyway i was like something someting..i forgot actually and then something about not talking on msn and it was done. then i was standing in the same place mentioned earlier and chelsea saw this dude who she thought was gnate so she was like HEY! and then she waved him over and huugged him(knowing it wasn't gnate) and made a new friend..his name being gage. =) chelsea and gage sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love then comes marragie then comes chelsea in a baby carrage that's not all that's not all here come gage drinking alcohaul=) muhahaha. love ya chels. then we stood around and began to go to the movie of our choice the little black book(mine origanally being yu gi oh) and me, chelsea and gage decided we were too cool for that so we went and saw aliensvspreditors adn we sat on the very front row.i had no clue what this movie was about so eating my little men(sour jacks) i wondered what i had gotten myself into and began to hint hat we should go see the village but chelsea had already saw it. so we stayed. then these guys sat beside me so i was like lets be friendly ceecee and i introduced myself to the first dude(sitting DIRECTLY next to me..i forgot his name and the other one named mark. then i offered them some sour jacks secretly i wouldn't have given them any but they said no so i didn't have to disappoint anybody. then they traded seat and chelsea knew the mark kid and talked to him a little and then he was being annoying so i tried not to talk to him in hopes he would shut up. then the other kid leans over and says 'ceecee do you wanna be my bitch?' and i'm like(to myslef) excuse me? be his bitch? i'm like shocked that someone would say that so i'm just like (to him) no i'l pass then i asked chelsea if we could cgo back a row and we did...actually two..which was better. i hope i never run into those guys again. i always meet the crazy ones. the worse was the one at the TPD show in west point he was like high and he looked like charles manson. creepy. anyway. the movie was okay..it wasn't bad definately, but it's no Tombstone. after the movie was fucking insane. bunches of shit waas happening. there was screaming cursing crying loving=) and some more stuff i'm sure but i guess things are worked out. hope so. i was begging for everyone to go into the movies with me and eventually chelsea did(and gage) and that's where it all started. but i don't wanna talk about the bad becuase i feel good=D or should i say great. besides the fact that i have a cold. so we took chelsea to kelli's fadja and then we went to chekers which took like 15 minutes to get two burgers. it was well worth it though. i love checkers. mmmm..... anyway then we returned to the movies(yes i am one of those kids that hang out at the movies..haha..joking)(but i actually kinda do..ho humm)and we ate in the car and we walked up to the glass and i peered in and waited for zac to wave us in but he didn't so i waited longer and he didn't so finnaly i opened the door and asked if we could and he shruged so i waited then finannly he waved us in i think he was waiting on someone to leave. but anywho we went in and we talked to zac and i barely said anything to andrew. i was like hey how was your night or something along the lines and he smiled and sorta chuckled or soemthing and then he said good or sometihg..i dunno i was finding it hard to concentrate for some reason at this point. then i'm sure i said something else...but i can't remember. hmm..oh it was when he was cleaning the fountain drink thingy he got coke on his hands. haha. i giggled. and i'm most definately sure i said something but i have no clue what i might've said. i'm sure it was somehting silly. o_O me and chelsea took these awesome sketch pictures it's so fucking awesome. i lerv it=) anyway then i was talking to zac some more and then he gave us some slushy and then we hadta go so he came out to give us hugs then he's like we can take those pictures now so i was like okay so we went over theere and i was getting the money out but i only had one onedollar bill so i hadta get some change out and so i tried handing laine my slushy and i thought she had it and i let go and it went everywhere. i think zac got mad like he didn't freak out but i'm sure he was frustrated. damn my clumsyness.=( i cleaned my mess up though. my mother would be proud. sometimes ilike to kick myself in the ass for being me. sometimes i'm too fucking loud and then sometimes i'm too fucking shy. i hate it. i'm loud when i shouldn't be..like during movies and in class and funerals...no i;'m just kiddink about that one...but anyway. then when i should speak up and actually talk i don't. i feel scared to say somethings around him...i don't wanna say something and make myself look like an idiot...cause what good what that do?? i guess i'l work on that. so that was friday so on to saturday. i had to work it was okay...not really i fucking hate it now it sucks ass. i do everything wrong. i'm slacking. getting lazy. damn it. anyway. i gots a story to tell. i was making tea and i was oding good trying to multi task so i went to get lemons while i was waiting on the tea. so i go into the walkin to get some and mitch comes in and says i have a phone call....by the way i was feeling horrible because i have a horrible cold now and i had been sulking around since i woke up but went to work anyway....so i got a ophone call and so i go up there and i'm like it's probally mom calling to ask for food or sokmetihgn. but it was mi hermana she was calling to see if i was alright and to try to lift my spirits...how you ask? she read and exerpt from andrew's xanga www.xanga.com/dasPoot) it went like this 'the last big disapointment this week.... is myself. i am a big wimp. and no, nobody is picking on me or anything.... i just suck. me, zac and our manager just had a conversation about it and the promise drive even has a song that says youll never know if you dont try. and what did i do? i stood there like a poon and acted like i had important work to do, instaed of talking.' =| could it be...that this is about moi? i'd like to think so. it does make since. we were up there while he was cleaning. and he didn't talk even when i tried to make conversation.. ho hummm...i feel kinda cokcy saying it is about me...but..laine implanted the idea in my head before i could even take it all in so i'm not cocky. =) anyway though. it really made my day. i felt like an idiot walking around smiling. i knees felt like liquid i could barely stand. i was so excited. yayuh!!! there's no way i can express how happy i am. there aren't any words and smiling just doesn't do it at all...there's isn't a smile big enough. but yeah i think you all get me eh? this is definately one of the best days of my life. =|damn it ben is leaving Friday to france he wants his cd back.=( but i love the postal service. today won't compare to yesterday or friday!! oo0...laine says that zac says that a said i'm cute!! that's why i was oober happy friday. wow. it doesn't take much to make me happy. i gotta go to work later. salads=(