so last night my mom tells me i can't go anywhere with Andrew unless Laine is with me and i'm like what the and i'm all crying then i'm like whatever it's not fair and hse's like i don't want you to get raped blah blah and i'm like he won't do that and she's like well if he hurts you then i'll shoot myself in the head sop im like as long as i can see him. golly i am so scared she's gonna ruin this for me. finally i'm reallygenuinely happy and she just can't stand it so here she comes out of nowhere like a bomb to ruin my life. but see i won't let her. no cloud is rainingon my parade or i'll kick it in the throat=) yay. i hope i can do somethingwith him this weekend.