who....forlorn....? today was a great day of school. well besdies being school of course. spanish II was pretty boring...i can barely stay awake in there. then i got to world history which fooking rawks. i love that class so much=) not really it is my favorite though. i gots my chelsea in their for one and then unmentionable reasons for number two plus pontoon and the teacher just leaves the room when we get rowdy. sounds great does it not? then there was geometry which is boring to the tenth power i try to keep active by participating but it doesn't work. i think i have mild A.D.D or something. maybe i need more sleep...ho humm...then there was dramatic literature...ben was missing once again..it was pretty boring too we did a sheet about the play we read yesterday...erm..i think it was called trifles. it wasn't bad but not good either. jeffrey is talking to me. he's going to see xiu xiu with bryan. i wish he'd talk to me more than every now and then. he's an awesome guy when he wants to be. oh well. i hope i do good this year i can't just get by i gotta work hard. someone give me encouragement!!