garsh. school wasn't bad today. nothing really happened. ho humm...o_O friday in dramatic liturature we were doing this madgabish thing and one of the things was supposed to be a lump in my throat. and becca said all up in my throat!!! LMAO! it was funny. i loved it. tomorrow is friday which should mean i see Andrew but my mom is being a biotch. i like did the dishes without her asking cleaned my room gah...seems like i did more but hey i deserve to see him!! i have to! i'm gonna cry if i don't. i love seeing him. i never know what to say though. like at the core i'm just sitting there feeling awkward not knowing what to say or do so i just sit there and stare off into space waiting for the words to com but they never do. i like move my hand around a bit and just lay it the beside me hoping he'll grab it and hold it but he never does. and at night he always gets off the phone with me. it makes me sad but hey he does need sleep and so do i but i don't wanna get off the phone with him. i'd rather just lie there. he can sleep and still be on the phone. and also he never callsme i always hafta call him. better than not talking to him at all eh?