my therapist said that writing in a diary might help me. i told my best friend that i wasn't even gonna bother, that it was stupid. he said maybe i should try it. he suggested an online journal. probably so i dont feel like a complete dickhead. and i still maintain some of my dignity. i recently broke up with my girlfriend of 6 months, so i've been feeling like shit lately. i've been seeing a therapist on and off since my parents got divorced when i was 8. my mom makes me go...i'd prefer not to. but she thinks its a good idea, and i dont want to upset the balance... so...that's it i guess. i'll see how this goes...