im going to a halloween party tonight. it starts at 10.30 and goes till 1am. and its sunday. which is stupid. im waiting for jason to get here. we're gonna walk there together. he's meeting trish there, which is good for him. im so glad. he's happier, which is what he deserves, although he feels he doesnt because of what happened with stacy. and he really loved stacy too... im not really that excited...it just means im going to be tired at school tomorrow, although thats not unusual... i spose i might meet someone there. im trying to keep myself open to the prospect... jason isnt drinking tonight...i might not either. i dont usually, but im feeling different tonight. well, he just rang my phone twice, he's here. until next time...