halloween party. sounds fun right? it was out of control. everyone went nuts like i've never seen...it was not unlike the smashing pumpkins 1979 video clip...where they teepea the tree and stuff... costumes were awesome though...jason and i were old style mob guys. you know, suits, drawn on moustaches, hats and suspenders. we looked good. but last night was...terrible. i got really drunk and...i shouldn't have...i really dont like promoting underage drinking. i was having a terrible time..and drinking made it worse. i got really depressed. i cant really remember much of it, but apparently i was stumbling, not making sense...you know. that sort of stuff...jason helped me home. he just lives down the road from me, so it was planned...but i didnt plan to be that intoxicated. i feel like such an idiot. i didnt go to school today, i only woke two hours ago. it's 5 pm. everyone from school was at that party. i hope no one noticed. tim keeps talking really loudly to me, which really hurts. i havent seen my mum yet, but shes pissed off. i did the dishes, so hopefully she wont be too pissed off. thats it. how was ur halloween?