later: woah! like two days later...oh well... ummm...i dont really have anything to say. not much happened. i've been feeling okay. been keeping busy, not thinking about bianca. but i've seen anita again, and she said that bianca is really bitter towards me and stuff. which is kind of weird to hear, because she agreed to end it... and im glad its over, i mean, i didnt need her attitude all the time. i just wanted us to be happy together, and she was never happy, so... i just wish she would've relaxed a bit instead of abusing me all the time... im so relieved... gosh...she stresses me out just thinking about it. jenny, my therapist said that it's good that i put my thoughts down and stuff, just a way to release it... i think shes right. i feel better after ranting about stuff on this. and i read some ppl's diaries and i can relate to what they're saying, like, if their parents have been divorced and stuff... yeah... the end..