this gets harder everytime. i just have no idea how to start.. well today i saw anita in the hall way. she's bianca's friend. bianca is my ex girlfriend. it was sort of a weird experience. we didnt know what to say to each other. its like our second encounter since bianca and i broke up. its weird because my friends and her friends used to do alot of stuff together. and now everyone is trying to tip toe around everyone else. anyway, i always liked anita, as a friend. shes got a good sense of humour. but i feel alot better about breaking up with bianca now. because anita has seen bianca at her craziest and she knows what i had to deal with. it was just nice to know that atleast one of her friends didnt blame me. gosh. when i broke up with bianca she went mental. she started talking badly about me and stuff...she didnt take it well at all... maybe because she thought she was better than me or something...i dont know. being with bianca wasnt all bad. she had her good points, and you have to take the good with the bad...but sometimes theres more bad than good. and i told her alot of stuff that only jason knows. but the difference is, jason was around when all the bad stuff in my life was going on, from the divorce to "the thing". okay...better get some of my jobs out of the way. *i hope tim hasnt been using my pink rubber gloves again*