i've actually had a pretty good sleep. its 5 am and this is the first time i've woken up during the night. i cant wait for the weekend. you can do whatever you like...and i feel free without bianca. she was such a control freak. she had a schedual for the weekend. the weekend is about not having to answer to anyone. she hated things being unorganised. before and after bianca, we would just go with the flow. right? on the weekend, you can do what you want when you want. thats what i believe is the weekend. its the same at jason's house, where i spend most of my weekends anyway...well most of my time all up... ummm...im not sure what else to say. nothing much has been happening...nothing much ever happens around here. i havent seen jason talking to trish, and he hasnt spoken about her or anything...i dont know what to think. i dont really like anyone at the moment. i dont think im completely over bianca, because i still have a lot of anger towards her. and when you go to school with the same people for a number of years, you see that the pretty girls are shallow and horrible people, the "unpopular" (inc. me) kids are somewhat bitter, and when you become friends with alot of people, you dont like them as anything more than friends. so, i dont know. im just bored, i guess. i guess i could get into one of those situations like stupid romantic comedies, where im on the rebound and jason is trying to help me score with the most popular girl in school or something. you know how they go. its too early, sorry if it didnt make sense. just whatever pops into my head, i write. okay...im going..