i feel like such a whore, lol. i really do, i feel cheap and used. i never thought i'd feel like this. im such a pansy. but i like girls. i didnt think it would be so easy, all i had to do was NOTHING. so i was in the library at school, in the non fiction section trying to find this stupid book my history teacher advised that i read, when this chick kelly (mentioned previously) came up behind me and put her hands over my eyes, and did that whole guess who thing. i said brody dalle and she let go, i turned around, but i was still really close to her. she kissed me before i even knew it. it was rediculous. she laughed and ran out. i told jason, who is sort of in with that crowd (his girlfriend trish hangs out in the same group)and he said that they heard my name mentioned a couple of times. they think im a geek, but they also think im cute. anyway, kelly is just getting her kicks or something. im not gonna let it go to my head. fuck, i wonder if bianca has heard.