Just think about what that word implies. Assistance. Throw me a life raft. Help me. Can you do this for me? Like I have an endless supply or something. Like I have nothing better to do. Like I can't think of anything better to do. Like that's all I want to do. Like anyone else cares once I'm done helping them. Like sometimes I don't feel it's just wasted. Like it ALWAYS is. I think I should save one of my life rafts for myself...go somewhere with it. Usually the ones I throw out, people just drill holes in the bottom.