Listening to: Michael Buble - Kissing A Fool
Feeling: pissy
People...
You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
And they will...
For the life of me, I can't understand people. Like my fiancee. Shannon would rather have her bring-everyone-else-down sister over than not include her and make everyone else happy. 'It sucks to be left out,' she says, but you know, whenever I've been left out because of my shitty attitude at the time, I changed my attitude for the better. I'm not seeing a problem.
People...
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all...
I need the Orlando trip more than ever. Work kicked the shit out of me, although it went well. I am failing to understand why someone hates me so much, as to require me to work my ass off to work my ass off even more in school, so that I can work my ass off even HARDER in life. Yeah. Great. I think I missed the Gravy Train in there somewhere.
You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death and from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you loved me too
You must have been kissing a fool...
So, yeah...class tomorrow. A new car waiting for me in Bath. A couple more turkey pounds, and some spare tryptophan lurking in my system. And a compliment to end the night.
My friend Nicole once told me that she's never once seen me feel sorry for myself. She would be right. I haven't, because I know it can be worse. That doesn't mean I'm not exempt from bitching about stupid people with stupid problems and stupid lives. God, I could write a novel about that shit.
Okay, most of the time.