the solution to all lilly's problems Why do people go out of their way to cause trouble? we're arseholes Why do the people you want to care don't and the ones you don't want to care do? one of those paradoxes innt it How come people can't smile these days? because they're unhappy and too dumb to pretend. it's a shame because most people look so much better when they smile How come friends stab you in the back? they dont When did i get myself into this? i have no idea How can i get out? they way you came in? Why should i pretend to be strong? you shouldn't Why shouldn't i just break down and cry? you should Am i lying? it's possible Is this real? yes, all too much so Will happiness come soon? perhaps Will it come for all? no Should i be there for the 1 who is most in need? yes Or... 3 that are in need and don't understand? yes Should i withdraw myself from all these peoples depression? do what is best for you, if you waste too much time and energy on them you'll burn yourself out and be no use to anyone Should i jst let nature take its toll and sit back 2 watch? a grande plan Should i tell people when others are in need? tell only who it concerns, and only with their permission Am i responcible? for yourself and no-one else, never feel responsible if things truly aren't your fault or re beyond your control No i must stop. (full stop, the end) no, you must go on... hm, wonder how long it will be before she reads this. heh. 1233|020405