fuck me. today i added a hundred and fourty odd dollars worth of music to my collection. christmas rocks. no. christmas sucks. but being given music vouchers rocks. not least of my new additions is fall out boy, which i am listening to presently. Are we growing up or just going down It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears and put them on ice 'Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light loving it. i'm over rachel. no. i'm not, but i'm going to pretend i am, and hopefully if i do that long enough i can fool myself. i found a whole lot of letters she wrote to/for/me. only 40 pages. there must be more. anyway, as is our love-to-hate relationship, i am going to return them to her, along with a farewell from myslf, and a box of matches. nicely wrapped, of course. i would include a bottle of schnapps, but. yeah. but. i've given up getting over sam. i never will. y'know, the worst two christmases ever. and i realise i've never actually spent christmas day with her. but she was always there. ahh fuck, i've run out of caring. kings of leon rock. queens of the stone age rock. rock rocks! joan rocks my sock. _R0b 2053|261205 oh yeah, what happened to 2005?