this page has been waiting for me on my PC for 4 days and i finally get to writing in it.... The worst is yet to come, so vulnerable and dumb say the words and I'll dissolve Tell me how long should this last I've been forgetting how to act and These memories will burn like gasoline And I believe there's something more cause this isn't what I've been looking for... This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time... slipknot is great. yes i know that's not slipknot, but what i'm listening to now is. writing to michelle, had a day off everythin today, made a few revelations last night. i am not going to smoke grass anymore i am not going to drink to get drunk anymore i am going to take up smoking in july. seriously at 11:59:099 on the 30th of june i am going to have a ciggie hanging out my mouth an a flame burning. i like smoke more than air. apparently that was in a movie. but i do. i am going to dedicate an hour a day to reading and writing i am going stop being mean to everyone all the time. i am going to find a lady that i want to spend time with and do that. anyway, of course these aren't concrete, nothing i ever do is, it's always a half a55ed job anyway. i think that's all that's important for you people to know. whoever the hell you are. _R0b 1800|060605