wow, it seems if i write fuckall, people comment. should keep it in mind. thoughtful, not thoughtful as in actively trying to think, not thinking deeply or contemplatively, just taking things fairly for face value, and pondering lightly on them, not reading too far (most often the wrong way) into them, kind of one of those "head 20° off vertical" "hmm" type thinkings This is what would've been a comment, but was too long and somewhat irrelevant: ==>melanie claire thanks muchly for you insight into your view on the world, now, i could tell you how it is, and how it's going to end, how it began even, but i think people have a right to choose what they want to believe, not that they deserve it, not that they deserve anything, especially the world they've been given. however accepting they have the world they then go on to destroy it. //! okay, slightly side tracked, backing up.. ->people believe what they will, and that is all there is for them, that's how it'll happen, they believe in (the christian) god, they'll goto heaven (providing they meet all the pre-requisites, which is nothing, because "jesus died for their sins" so they got their free ticket no matter wha //! sidetracked again, sorry. ->) if they believe as the rastafarians, they are they, this is it, "heaven" on earth and no afterlife for them. whatever people choose to believe is right. (of course this in itself is wrong) but it's a nice ideology, it leaves everyone happy, and if people were happy, then this world wouldn'tbe as fucked up as america has it now //! again with the sidetrack-ed-ness -> fuck it, i'll end this rant here, but michelle, you're onto it. whatever it is. and now i sit down to the task of reading your diary, begining to now. adieu -B0b 1722|150104