why i continiue to bother with this is beyond my reckoning. i have little to say now, if ever. cold meat sandwhiches for dinner. this reminds me of a long time ago. it has been raining something crazy. it slows everything down (for me) and to-day my hearing went beserk. i was working on the mill at work and i could her every gear inside it spinning. painful, to say the least. i've started hallucinating more and more. it's not intollerable yet, though people look rather oddly at you when you flinch from something they can't see or feel. and they talk. worst of all the sounds. random, incomplete, psychotic, sporadic. irritating and frightful. it seems a terrible state of affairs at this moment. and i have nought else ot say. _R0b 2127|270306