well good means bad but it will be good? inky information is all.
we'll see.


but the thing is sharla. i dotn think you're too pessimistic.
sure everyone gets down at times. but you dont seem that way to me.

sure we freak out about our dumb guy deals. but we're allowed to, dont you think. we're supposed to spend our whole lives with one person; we're just looking for what we want right now.

but i think everything happens for a reason
and theres no point in stressing about it now.

sure, i forget that all the time but i think its the truth. everything thats happened before, and everything thats going to happen has always fallen into place and ended up OKAY. maybe not the best. but your still going.

maybe its not how you want it. but its how it should be.

and im sorry i just said all of this pointlessly. but i think i needed to remind myself more than anything you know?
but i know when i started my whole point in that was. feel better i guess. because what feels like the end of the world now your only going to look back on in a year and laugh at it, you know?

i know it always works that way for me. i think i just always forget it.
i think we do too. its way weiiiird.

just like ideas about life
and then theres music
and the love of its a grind and smoothies.

we really should get together. i think it might go over quite well. we just...never have?

unless you count like the 3 times with steph and everyone else. haha
oh shhhhaaaarrrrlaaaa


i think im doing the community service hours with steph. and she said you were too. so yay!

smoothies after/during/ill get you one and bring it to you bright and early?! cuz ive owed you since...JULY or JUNE?!

wow. haha
six comments. all from me.


: )
hahahha

i just felt like addding one more. because im retraded.

and even though its dissappointing for you, im sure, to find that they are all from me. its still exciting to have comments, yeah?
just kidding about the pharmacy thing...you didnt go. haha i thought steph said you were...