i've moved. i live away from everything and everyone i've ever known...almost anyways. i find myself letting go and forgetting about all the things i said i wouldn't do and i've done them. at least most of them. i still haven't decided if it's bad or good or if it's just me not having to worry about what others will think of me anymore or if this is apart of growing up and changing. i'm not sure i know what's wrong or right anymore. i just want to not worry about anything or anyone. i just want to experience new things and have fun. i'm pretty tired of trying and i want someone to try for me instead. i think i'm letting go and i'm just going to do what feels right in the moment and learn to not regret, but to learn.