deal with it.

by beautyfulmiztake
Listening to: tegan and sara
Feeling: bouncy
last night i had a dream. it was HORRIBLE i've never been so devastated in any of my dreams before promise me you'll never die. don't just leave me like that. oh i felt so lost so hurt heartbroken it was horrible. - - - - - - you may think of me as "depressed" "always down" "pessimistic" "bitchy" i don't know. but i'm not. always. i have my bad and ugly moods and i just happen to write those ones down. please don't judge me from my journals. please please please its annoying and i won't like you.
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who died. ¿
[Anonymous]
im sorry. i dont think of you that way. just everything you write is. and im not saying its bad at all...i dont know. im sorry.
hey, i had a horrible dream very recently as well. someone i love died in mine too. it's the most helpless, awful feeling EVER. i woke up with tears in my eyes :( i hope you are feeling better about it. i have just tried not to think of mine.

nice diary, i like it :)

-holly brooke
and i know you better. and i dont see you as a depressed or sad person.

i should have gone to golden spoon with you haha.

and you. miss skinny minny. need to gain weight. :)
see sharla. this is another reason why we're alike.

only the good entires are when you have so much emotion, and usually its not a happy emotion when you feel like expressing it.

in the summer i MAYBE made an entry a week or so. just you know, like updating. i had nothing interesting to say.
but now i write all the time. and its usually not important or significant, but i dont know it helps? i dont know. i get it. it doesnt mean your
depressed. it was just, you felt liek writing or something. i dont know. i get it. but i cant make sense of it. haha


and bad dreams are the wrost. im sorry.