so i'm moving home in january. i'm not going to lie, i definitely feel like i failed, but things are working. i will miss this place. i just realized within the last week maybe two that i will miss it here and some of the people. however, i need to make more money and that is just not possible up here. i think i'm a true orange county girl or really i just don't understand why people are so mean up here. i'm not mean, people may think i am because i'm shy, but i'm really not. i'll do anything for any one i know but people are still mean. i don't understand. why do people think it is okay to beat someone else up or gang up on someone. that is not okay. i don't know it just baffles me... actually, technically i wont even be living in orange county since i'll be living in wildomar...i think that is riverside county. haha oh well its still better than nothing. it sounds so comforting. i really can't wait.