i hope u feel less lonely soon! i'm in the same boat as you.
there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it's too late
and there's nothing worse
than
too late. -bukowski.
which im sure you noticed hahaha. but i felt like i shuold say that again. because you said that there is nothing worse. and sometimes it really does feel that way. becaues isnt our goal in life to procreate and have companionship with someone...
...we're physically programmed to be with someone. so maybe there really is nothing worse.