...except its not ticking anymore i kind of figured this would happen. things got a little crazy and i went a little wild; no restrictions i didn't think it would be so bad, but apparently not everyone is happy with it not to say that i'm so proud myself either im not going to say i liked who i was before, but i don't like the people who are like what i've become i just wanted to let go of always worrying it's not like it got me anywhere before but this isn't getting me far either i suppose i'd rather not wake up regretting the night before everything seems to have been in fast forward and now it just needs to slow down and find it's happy medium. i tend to be the one who worries the most about things while everyone else forgets i just hope things can be forgotten this time or at least repaired