its not fair. but then again its never fair. i didn't admit then and i may never admit it again but you were my first. my first love. i loved you i don't care how ridiculous that sounds teenagers can fall in love. they can have feelings for others. its gone now. you're gone. all because i wouldn't admit it things have never been the same i've never been the same. but it doesn't matter now. you'll always be there though. at least in my heart and in my head and i hope you don't read this.