well i didn't put a mood coz it didn't have the one that i wanted, so here is the one i would have put... MOOD: I DON"T FUCKING KNOW! 2 nights ago- the one night stand! fuck that rocked. i had one of the best nights of my life. i knew hardly anyone there so i could be who i wanted. i met the lead from koolism! he was one of the koolest guys that i have eva met. we talked for 10 mins about crap. just before i went i told him that he was fucking cool, and he just looked at me and said "that means a lot to me brudda" that is some of the coolest shit has ever said to me. yesterday- wa the expo thing in horsham. i now know what i want to be when i get older. i have some jobs that i want that will keep me happy and fit at the same time. i saw bec at the thing as well...only from a distace, but she was looking damn fine! can't wait to meet her in person..again! tonight- i am now talking to josh on msn. it is past 11:30 @ night! i always thought josh was heaps stronger than me, but rite now he is very messed up. poor kid. he has to look at him self in a different way. he thinks he is un cool and fat...stuff like that. i am telling him that it don't matter what other ppl think. he feels bad and it is his birthday 2morrw. i told him that i wouldn't tell anyone about what we were talking about, but i have to get it out, so i am not thinking about it all night. he is better now and stuff....i think he will be allright. stay cool ppl and i will see you all again soon!