life

Listening to: what's luv? - fat joe
Feeling: aggravated
today was unreal fun. i am starting to get over my cold and i got alot of things off my chest last night with neat. we talked for ages about my problems and hers, and now mine don't seem so big anymore. i feel alot better and i think that made me enjoy today alot more. wednesdays are all ways the best day. we have the best or easiest day on wednesday. we had media first and then that dream chasers crap. and after lunch we had sport. today i did soccer and i got 4 goals!! YEAH!! i rocked the field out there. anyways you may be thinking.."why has he put his current mood as aggravated when he had such a good day?" well i am going to tell you why. that devil gurl Caitlin. right get this- i told her i liked her last year and she told me that she didn't like me. thats cool. she picked up a few ppl and so did i. the before i went to TAS i told her i liked her again. she said that was cool and went and kissed another guy. i was mad at her so i went to TAS and came back a better relaxed man. never going to be tricked in to liking her again...why the fuck does she have to be nice to me??? i mean i was over her and i was happy and everything! now she being nice to me and i be nice to her...i can feel the old feelings start to come back in. i don't want them. she is strange with boys...i don't no why, but she get strange when she gets near a relationship....anyways i am fighting the feelings so i don't get hurt....it's hard.....
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the beach misses youuuu =( you neeed to go surfing soon.i cant belive you havent gone in such a long time =( well, when were pro we will see eachother out on the waves! :) yayy. annddd yeah i might ahve a pretty cool tan but im not good looking at all.im ugly looking =( ohh well.haha byyyyeeeee! love youuu
ew! that girl caitlin pisses me off.i hate girls like that, what the hell thats so stupid.if i was in australia (which i REALLY want to move to when im older) i would totally tell her off for you! and then id jump in your arms and be like "yaahhh were the coolest surfers everrr" and then we would go on our awesome aloha boards and surf those awesome waves =) xoxo
hit caitlin on the head with a baseball bat. its fun. or even better...u can rip her heart out.

sorry, i sound a bit cynical

ciao.
wowsers these guys sounds like they're gunna murder caitlin, she'd betta watch out!!! well i don't get her when it comes 2 guys either, she's a gr8 friend but not so much with guys! ne ways stay cool man.
[Anonymous]
well i know that everyone dies, it just hurts to know that she was so young. and ive lost so many people in the past couple of months and i feel like i'm nothing. like there's nothing left to feel. i feel like maybe i should have been the one to go. i don't know. about that caitlin girl... you don't even need her. you're an awesome kid and she doesn't deserve you. go find a beautiful girl and flaunt her in front of that bitch.
love you,
hay
[Anonymous]
:) thank you
[Anonymous]
communication is always good...
hey i am stefen im surfnakeds friend. um.. well ex bf i guess. but ya she is a really nice person. its kool that u guys r friends. i am reallly bored tahts y im doing this, but if u ever want to talk just write to me. ya have fun. later
[Anonymous]
wow it's weird to think that you're going to school. because it's summer here for me, and also because of the time difference, so when you wake up, it's not the same time here. okay, i know i'm weird for thinking about stuff like that. i've always wanted to go to australia... it's like... paradise to me. well, maybe someday...
[Anonymous]
HAAAAAA!TOO BAD IM NOT HOTT! haha

im sorry you have to deal with all the hurt with girls and all that over there.but you should never fight your feelings.ever...if i lived in australia, i'd do anything to be with youuu! :) we would be perfeccct!
"were in short supply of chicks"

hahahaha you are so funny.yayy i'd love to be quueennnn! would you like to be kinnng?! :)
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